I expected the Q&A session to be a bit rough as we had not prepped. I never dreamed that Buck would open his mouth and basically say he was the one responsible for tens of thousands of innocent lives. I thought that Rebecca, and I and even Ben had told him how bad that would be.
One member, Amelia, asked Buck what we could do for them. Buck cut me off while I thought for a moment and told them something like teach them to take damage better as if they were pathetic wimps. Then he told them to go recruit new members to fight on!
I honestly stood there flabbergasted and unable to speak. One of the Resistance members, Monty I believe, confronted Buck harshly. So harshly I wanted to cheer.
I could not believe Buck said that and so heartlessly. These people have lost two-thirds or more of their friends and loved ones and Buck just summed it up like virtual units in that F—-ing game he lost himself in for over three days. I so F—-ing hate him right now. I do NOT want to ever speak to him again right now.
WTF!!!! He cannot even leave me alone for a few hours to work out my frustrations on a weight bag! I even switched to the pathetic tred mill and he still bothers me!!! Can’t he even wait till I am done? It is after midnight.
Now that I am fully awake he f—-ing goes off. I so want to kill him right now. I check on Jordan who is still engrossed in her latest painting then go to check out my hunch about this complex. Since Bucky pissed me off enough I cannot sleep I guess I will share with him my revelation about this complex. That it is only 1/10 or less utilized behind walls.
At least I can set Bucky off on some useful path for the first time here.
Had a late breakfast as my beloved came out of her enthrallment and happened to find a third I needed to attend. I so love her.
My, well technically I have no authority so not really sure if “my” is even appropriate. Group met to have a discussion. The CO, Ben, seemed to think I was in charge of them, which puts me in a rather unpleasant predicament. I will need to talk to him about clarifying this.
As for the team meeting, it turns out several of them were holding things back. But I do believe this will help us work together as a group. Well, most of us. I hope.
I miss Miami.